katiedrew: How you existed for so many years without my knowing is stupefying to me. If I had been aware of your life, of your entity, of the vitality you retain before I had met you, I would have dragged my knees across concrete. If I had known you were breathing and that someday we’d touch, but not then, I would have lived life feeling empty and having no justification as to why.
BB: i love you
Beanie: i love you too for infinity and beyond ;)
Beanie: promise we’ll be together one day?
BB: i promise
Turned to the cards.
well i just did my tarot reading and it’s funny how they always come out the way things are actually going. It’s kind of scary. Well I felt like i really needed it because i don’t have any other thing to go to. No one really understands my position at this point. One person tells me to stay where i am now n start a new life but another person tells me to go back to where i came...
Like a Star- Corinne Bailey Rae
When I stood in front of the mirror this morning, I thought about all the things I wished I could change about myself. There were so many. When I got home from school and showed my final report card to my parents, I thought about how amazing it would be if I was smarter. Or even the smartest! When I went shopping later on, I wished I could fit into the clothes from the tweens section like my...